“Institutionalized
waking up paralyzed for the first time
When i was 19... i
learned to check my pride
Put it in its place i did, learned how to forgive
Every ass hole that crossed my path
But somethin back fired and i could only love
Hearts too weak to love me back
•
I swear it was
the booze still calling me it’s baby
ain’t had a drop in years but the shit still drives me crazy
pulls me in just to break me
Million pieces on the floor
still screaming I can fix things
Plays me like an old mandolin
Don’t matter if I ever drink again
Booze will be what finally takes me
•
I tried to save him
Cut him open, rearrange him
I tried to change him
And for that I was wrong
He said I’m angry
At the world at everything in me
So i tried to make him happy
but he was already gone
•
Booze took another baby
I ain’t had a drop in years
but the shit still drives me crazy
pulls me in just to break me
Million pieces on the floor
still screaming I can fix things
Plays me like an old mandolin
Don’t matter if I ever drink again
Booze will be what finally takes me...”